June 29, 2017

There is a transient state in which we find ourselves in through chunks of time, a place between night and dawn, neither dark nor light. It’s space of stillness with a knowing that something is coming. Just like your standing in the eye of the storm.

However outside your realm of stillness, time is still moving while you sit in a state of pure oblivion. You know what needs to happen, but for some reason you feel the urge to just sit perched on the fence, and...

September 9, 2016

Our past experiences shape who we are in our present moments. Running at high speed we can try. Supressing our memories into boxes we close and tape up, to store in the in attic of the our mind’s we can hope will work. 

And then just as simple as sitting down, everything unravels and all of what we think we have buried, grows at high speed. 

Something then collides in our sense’s ... As simple as a sound, song, voice, image, aroma, emotion, and we are slung s...

September 4, 2016

I watch the warmth of the bright orange sun set behind what seems like an invisible sheet hanging in the sky over the city of Kuwait, but it's the clouds so far off in the distance hidden by the haze of the beautiful arid desert....

My chai is warm on my lips and spicy on my tongue, it feeds my soul a space of calm in what seems to be an intense space during this new moon...

My physical body proving it holds emotions of the past as it does not allow me to pra...

July 8, 2016

"Your story is the key that can unlock someone else's prison - so share your testimony" John Hagee

What I share with you here on my You Tube channel is not to name and shame anyone, but rather to share my story so that hopefully it can assist you or a loved one in their hour of need. 

I am a big believer in owning all areas of my life, by creating these short vlogs I am doing so, as well as processing my journey - my own therapy. no matter who you are or wher...

April 27, 2014

Separation from my present moment is proving to be difficult, time seems too quick to catch, and life is moving moment by moment!

We hear living presently is key, and at this moment my life is held so strongly in the present moment that the past and future seem so external from me that I cannot even make a decision or plan for the future…

Is there such a thing as living to presently in the moment of time?!?

This is what I know… We must remember our past with f...

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